All This would Not Have Happened so fast

I'd never have given it a start
If I knew the things had to fall apart
I'd never have let this at all begin
If I knew of the harsh pain within
Those times were good
They were too great
That talking to you
And sleeping late
When I loved your every single word
Both, the ones I listened and left unheard
I wish it wouldn't have gone too wrong
Or He'd have made me a little strong
To stand those blows He gave me hard
When He took me me away off your guard
I wasnt too brave, I wasnt too bold
To see everyone turn so cold
I wish some spell someone could cast
And make that all for longer last
That I could get my feet
back on the land so vast
That all this would not have happened so fast.....

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Praise be to Lord

Praise be to Lord for all He has given me
Praise be to Him for all He has not
Praise be to Lord for the times he put me through
Praise be to Him for the ones He did not
Praise be to Him for the happiness He bestowed
And for the ones I craved for Him to give me
Praise be to Him that he still He did not
Praise be to Him for the agonies He sent
And for the ones that are with Him as yet
Praise be to Him for He helped me and made me glad
Praise be to Him that He lets me live like other folk
Yet without facing his wrath
Though I have always made Him upset and sad. 

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How it rained on me

I still remember
That scary day
When I chose that uneven way
I knew I could do it
I knew I should
I needed not worry about anything
If besides me
Always you stood
I knew it could ruin my life
But not at all was i scared
To do that was necessary for me
For I wanted to prove
That I actually cared
But as the time to do it came
And i was to make that final decision
Unexpectedly, somehow, someway
It ended up in a huge confusion
Never knew that on me
Something would cast such a severe blight
For I didnt know if that right turn
Was wrong or was it actually right.
Now I thought that I was wrong
And i felt really shocked and scared
I forgot all the words I uttered
I forgot all the promises I made
I knew I was selfish
And should definitely be doubted
You're not sincere
You're not genuine
Over me
The raged sky shouted
But later again
My opinion changed
As i walked through the busy road
All the way back to my abode
With heavily burdened heart
On the street i strode
I felt too numb
I began to cry
Because to you I didnt want to lie
And then suddenly it started to rain
I kept on slouching
And crying in pain
And everyone else in that rain
Being drenched I could see
But i very well remember
How on that cursed day
It rained on me

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My Mum

She held my hand

When I couldnt stand upright
For my well being
With the whole world
She picked a fight
She was oppresed all those days
But to care for me
She still found some weary ways
She wept my tears
Whenever I wept
And remained awake
As I slept
She kapt me safe away from harms
My soul relieved
When she held me in her arms
She was so dear
She was so true
Her love was old
But still it's new
Whatever I do
Where ever I stand
I could have been this
Had she not held
That tiny meek hand

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I Dreamt of You And Me

As passed by the breeze so fine

I could feel your clasp on the hand o' mine
Your grasp was warm which I could feel
And each of my momnts
You would steal
I couldnt be myself
As I ought to be
Thats what i saw
When I dreamt of you and me

You sat besides me
On that chilly night
And ah just trust me
For that love I was ready to fight
I kept on flowing in the stream of your words
Having no fear of any knives nor any swords
I prayed for you to always be with me
Thats what I saw
When I dreamt of you and me

Somewhere far we were from the land
Making our beautiful castles of sand
Then came a wave and it broke
Those thoughts of love
Those castles of sand
And i was left alone on that wide wide sea
Thats what i saw
When i dreamt of you and me.

It shook my world
It shook my earth
I never faced anything so painful
Never ever since my birth
It broke my heart
When you turned around so coldly
Thats what i saw
When I dreamt of you and me.

You turned so cold
Thought I was fake
But you were my real self
And now I have nothing to take
But i know that of your love
I wasnt at all worthy
Thats what i saw
When I dreamt of you and me

I'd said i loved you
You know I did
The biggest trouble I ever faced
Were the feelings that I always hid
I said for you I'd bleed myself dry
For you I'd cry
For you I'd die
I still smiled
Not for you wanted me
But this was the pain
Of that pleasurable agony
Yeah! That's what I saw
When i dreamt of you and me...... :)

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I lost....

I've lost myself in her love 
And she says what way were you going through  
I've lost myself in her eyes  
And she asks where have you been looking to
I've lost my heart to her
And she asks why were you heartless too
I've lost myself in her dreams 
And she asks who did you dream of I've lost myself in her 
And she asks who are you......

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Would you...

Would you come back to me tonight,
And not at all move away from my sight.
Would you be there besides me again,
Would you be there to share my pain.
Would you?
Would come and hold me in your arms,
And protect me against all those harms.
Would you again stand by me
Into my eyes would you again see
Would you?
Would you be there once more
To listen to what I had to say
To shuffle your hands through my hair
And in your lap again, 
Would you let me lay
Would you?
I wonder if you would ever
Have that feeling of contrite
And would you come back to me 
To make this world again a delight
I don't know whether saying this
Whether feeling this, I am right
But my hearts still asks 
Would you come back to me tonight,
Would you come back to me tonight.
Would you?

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